Diary Of Me…

Feelings had torn me apart…
Feelings so deep that it driven me to the oblivion…
Enchanted lullaby that takes me to the deepest of mind…

I never thought that it would be like this…
Am I in a dream???
Am I faking all things that I’ve done to myself???

I’m lost yet still searching…
Searching for the answers that can’t be found…
Things that shattered my heart…
Things that left a mark in my mind…
Things that even haunt me every second in my life…
Would never be by my side anymore…

As I abandoned myself in despair…
Not hoping that someone would save me from the darkness of loneliness…
Just let me dream alone…
And left there alone…
All by myself…

This is a nothing…
Untitled…
Wrote by nobody…

I am arrogant
I am a fool
I am oblivious
I am lonely
I am on my own
I am the one with broken dreams
I am the one with my own words
I am the one with nobody
I am the one with lies
I am the one with hate
I am the one who ruined myself
I am the one who always smile on the dark side
I am the one who is being abandoned
I am the one who nobody cares at all
I am the one who always think about nothing
I am truly a loner who doesn’t seem to know the right or wrong

And no one understands me even myself